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Kita Memang Berbeda Agama. Tapi Mari Bahagia, Walau Ini Hanya Sementara

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ArenaWanita.com – Lagi-lagi anda bertanya pertanyaan yang sama. Ah, kalau kamu paham.kamu mengerti, pertanyaan itu senantiasa menginginkan kuhindari. Bukannya apa-apa, sampai kini, saya telah terus-terusan mempertanyakan hal yang sama pada diriku sendiri. Di setiap saat luang yang kupunya, di sela-sela bahagia serta khawatir yang berlangsung berbarengan, pertanyaan itu senantiasa tampil memberati kepalaku.

Jika kelak waktunya tiba, jalinan ini akan kita bawa ke mana?

Pasti saja itu bukanlah pertanyaan retoris untuk sebatas memohon kepastian, seperti pasangan remaja yang takut tidak disadari oleh kedua-duanya. Kita keduanya sama tahu kalau jalinan ini miliki kendala yang begitu besar, berkenaan bab ketidaksamaan. Saya serta anda, kita berlainan. Bukan cuma ketidaksamaan pendapat terkait beberapa hal kecil, tapi mereka katakan Tuhan kita berlainan.

Kita Memang Berbeda Agama. Tapi Mari Bahagia, Walau Ini Hanya Sementara

Sejak dari awal berjumpa, saya tahu kita berlainan. Semestinya kita telah memahami serta tidak memaksa. Tapi kenapa susah mengatur satu rasa?

Saya tidak sempat menyangkal kalau kita berlainan. Saya serta anda telah keduanya sama tahu mulai sejak awal. Tanpa ada diperingatkan banyaknya orang seperti yang kita alami dahulu, saya serta anda telah keduanya sama tahu kalau masa depan kita barangkali juga akan alami kesusahan. Memanglah benar. Saya tahu, andaikata kita nyata-nyata bijak, semestinya kita tidak sempat coba.

Sedari awal aku tahu kita berbeda

Sebab mungkin dimuka sana, luka yang begitu dalam telah menanti untuk kita rasakan. Jika di bertanya, barangkali jawaban kita sama, kalau jatuh cinta kedua-duanya tidaklah hal yang kita kehendaki. Namun apakah jatuh cinta yaitu satu pilihan? Kurasa bukanlah. Perasaan kita tetaplah tumbuh subur tidak dapat dikendalikan walau kita keduanya sama menginginkan berhenti sebelumnya terluka sangat dalam.

Semua hiruk pikuk kehadiranmu membuatku melupakan apakah itu logika. Sampai jiwa kita yang masih tetap muda, tergoda untuk menentang apa yang mereka sebut berlainan.

Saya juga pernah bertanya-tanya. Kita hidup didunia yang demikian ramai. Ada lebih dari satu milyar masyarakat dunia, yang beragam rupanya. Namun mengapa malah pada anda saya jatuh cinta. Anda bukanlah orang yang prima, saya tahu. Ada beberapa hal dari dirimu yg tidak kusukai, tapi tak tahu mengapa senantiasa kumaafkan serta jadi tambah lama malah kurindukan.

Mungkin anda temukan hal yang sama dalam diriku. Anda serta semua keunggulan serta kekuranganmu, ada dalam hidupku maka menjungkir balikkan hari-hariku. Saya jadi tahu apakah itu rindu, khawatir, lega, geram, gusar, takut kehilangan, serta rasa terlewatkan. Ya, saya tahu. Kita yaitu dua jiwa muda yang dengan tidak tahu dianya memaksa untuk dengan serta menentang apa yang mereka katakan berlainan.

Saya serta anda keduanya sama tahu, kalau apa yang kita lakoni ini dapat berbuntut luka. Tapi kuatnya cinta buat kita keduanya sama keras kepala.

kuatnya rasa membuat kita keras kepala

Saya serta anda juga bukannya tidak paham. Kita tdk senaif itu untuk menafikan ketidaksamaan jadi suatu hal yang bakalan tidak jadi kendala. Tidakkah mulai sejak awal kita telah sama-sama mengingatkan kalau jalinan ini dapat berbuah luka? Tapi apa yang kita kerjakan? Kita malah sama-sama tertawa serta bersikeras coba.

Kuatnya rasa yang kita rasakan buat kita demikian keras kepala. Meski sebenarnya hari buat hari bahagia yang kujalani bersamamu, senantiasa tersisa pertanyaan yang tidak sempat kutahu apa jawabnya : Apakah seluruhnya juga akan berbuntut bahagia?

Kita dapat saja memaksa untuk selalu dengan. Toh, hidup ini kita yang menjalaninya. Namun dapatkah kau tetaplah berbahagia, sesaat banyak hati yang terluka?

Tidak usah hiraukan orang yang lain, demikian katamu dahulu. Ya, memanglah. Kita dapat saja jadi anak muda masa saat ini yang biasanya apatis serta cuma pikirkan sendiri. Toh, hidup ini kita yang melakukan. Sakit hati ini, kita yang rasakan. Kita dapat saja melupakan ketidaksamaan ini, serta hidup dengan damai serta penuh cinta, walau kita berlainan.

Tapi maka kita keduanya sama terdiam, pikirkan nurani yang memberontak pada ketentuan. Melihat film terkait cinta lain agama seringkali kita kerjakan. Favoritmu yaitu Cin (t) a, tengah favoritku yaitu 3 Hati 2 Dunia 1 Cinta. Tapi inti dari keduanya sama. Apakah kita masih tetap dapat berbahagia andaikata demikian beberapa orang yang terluka karna kebahagiaan kita itu?

Saya pernah miliki pertanyaan yang merisaukan. Anda serta saya keduanya sama yakin kalau Tuhan itu ada serta Esa. Tapi kenapa mereka mengatakan kita berlainan?

Kita sama-sama percaya Tuhan, tapi kita berbeda

“Kamu yakin Tuhan? ”

“Tentu saja. Itu pertanyaan jenis apa? ”

“Aku juga. Tapi andaikata kita keduanya sama yakin pada Tuhan, maka kenapa mereka katakan kita berlainan? ”

Ingatkah anda pada pertanyaan yang pernah kita kemukakan berapa saat dulu? Ya, kadang kadang di ujung putus asaku pada bertanya yang kunjung ada jawaban, saya mulai sedikit kurang ajar. Benakku beralih jadi sedikit liar, serta mempertanyakan beberapa hal yang tidak semestinya.

Lantas saya juga bertanya-tanya, andaikata memanglah kita berlainan serta mustahil dengan, kenapa cinta ini memaksa ada serta tumbuh sampai sebegini lama?

Semua ketidaksamaan ini memanglah riil. Saya tidak juga akan sekali lagi memungkirinya. Saya serta anda yakini Tuhan yang berlainan. Jikalau kita keduanya sama berdoa supaya jalinan ini di beri akhir yang bahagia, kita berdoa kepadaTuhan yang berlainan. Tapi andaikata memanglah kita berlainan serta tidak mungkin untuk dengan, kenapa cinta ini dapat ada serta tumbuh besar tidak terselesaikan? Berhari-hari pertanyaan ini menyiksaku, sayang. Saya terus menerus ajukan pertanyaan, dari tempat mana datangnya rasa-rasa itu? Dari tempat mana datangnya cinta? Serta bagaimana caranya menghentikannya? Saya tidak sempat tahu jawabannya.

Saat ini saya telah sadar. Mungkin kita berdua, yaitu dua orang yang berlainan, yang kebetulan berjumpa pada garis cinta yang sama.

Ibaratnya waktu pilih satu film, saya yang suka film drama dengan cerita romantis yang buat imajinasiku melambung tinggi. Sesaat anda, anda yang suka film komedi yang menghibur hati serta tdk buat sakit kepala karna kisah-kisah drama karna hidup sendiri memanglah telah drama.

Namun selanjutnya kita berjumpa di film komedi romantis, yang buat kita tertawa serta haru di waktu yang sama. Pasti sebenarnya tdk sesederhana itu. Tapi biarlah saya buat analogi sederhana terkait kita, terkait dua manusia berlainan yang kebetulan berjumpa di garis cinta yang sama.

Tapi saat ini saya juga sadar, kalau masalah di masa depan kelak, cinta tak akan cuma terkait saya serta anda. Ikhlas atau tdk, kita mesti menerimanya – apa pun itu.

Tapi sayang, jadi tambah lama jalinan saat ini kita jagalah serta memelihara, kita juga jadi tambah sadar kalau beberapa hal yang butuh diperhitungkan tidak cuman kesenangan kita semata. Di masa depan kelak, jalinan ini juga akan melibatkan banyak pihak. Pernikahan terang hal yang paling kita kehendaki. Namun waktu kita memperjuangkan kesenangan kita dengan menentang kehendak kebanyakan orang, ketika yang sama kita menyakiti kebanyakan orang yang menyayangi kita. Jalinan ini tdk dapat dikerdilkan jadi saya serta anda saja. Ketidaksamaan yang kita terkait, juga akan melukai beberapa orang.

Meski akhir yang bahagia belum juga pasti kita jumpai, untuk sekarang ini kebersamaan layak kita nikmati. Sembari kita fikirkan apa yang juga akan dilaksanakan lalu kelak.

Mari kita nikmati saja, dan kita lihat apa selanjutnya

Memperbincangkan masa depan memanglah sedikit rumit untuk kita. Tapi rasa yang kita punyai sekarang ini juga bukanlah bercandaan semata. Ada saat dimana kita keduanya sama capek pikirkan masa depan, serta pilih untuk melakukan saja apa yang ada sekarang ini. Tidak apa sayang. Kita tidak tahu apa yang juga akan berlangsung dimuka. Toh kita masih tetap keduanya sama muda. Sesaat ini, mari kita keduanya sama berbahagia, walau mungkin kita keduanya sama tahu, ini tidak juga akan selama-lamanya.

Kita yaitu dua manusia yang dipertemukan pada cinta yang sama. Kita yaitu manusia yang keduanya sama tidak paham bagaimana takdir Tuhan, serta sangat yakin diri untuk menapaki apa yang kita sebut cinta. Saya tahu mungkin ini cuma sesaat.

Sebab kerikil-kerikil kecil di kaki telah mulai merasa nyeri, serta dimuka sana, barangkali ada tembok tinggi yang membatasi jalan kita. Sesaat ini, mari kita nikmati saja. Mari kita belajar mendewasakan diri dengan serta nikmati tawa kita yang bernilai. Tapi andaikata anda ajukan pertanyaan ini semuanya juga akan berbuntut kemana, saya juga tidak paham.

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